Saturday, July 22, 2006
No one cares about me.. i shall abandon this world with hatred and live my life alone.
Juz still waiting @ Saturday, July 22, 2006
Thursday, July 20, 2006

Yesterday is my presentation... they say i wear very nice... haha.. i fated to be old woman.. yesterday presentation got ppl di siao.. down... haiya now very sick dun feel like talking le.. i go slp liao night....
I am the DIRECTOR.. haha
They say i look like... my legs... im disappearing from the earth...
Juz still waiting @ Thursday, July 20, 2006
Saturday, July 15, 2006

Im tired... hahaha... sianz... sickness come n go... dunno is really sick or not enough rest... hmm.. vb over le.. im happy... hahahaha... hmm... thank you snow help me change tag board... haha i like this tag board alot.. wow.. so cute... hai.. tml yoga... dunno can do anot... later nao chong xue(blood rush)... haha.. i go orh orh le... byebye
Juz still waiting @ Saturday, July 15, 2006
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Hai.. yesterday was a terrible day for me.. i was having a terrible headache... wow pain until i feel like dying... maybe is vb test then i too stress... after vb i went for voice out wo go there almost end liao... saded... but ending play my favourite kevin kern songs through the arbor and sundial dreams.. felt so surpirse cuz i put that on my blog... wow dunno why kevin kern can play such nice songs... hmm... after vo i went library took a rest haiz my head like splitting apart... after that went for voice out last meetin.. by the time i went almost finish... then they went eat but i cant take it i went home w someone accompany hmm lucky got someone pei me home if not i think i will really faint halfway... i reach home no one at home mom n bro went watch pirates of carribean 2 FREE! sad i mus pay & watch le... all vb fault but lucky i din go if not i think sure flunk my vb... then i fell asleep.. oppss i blur liao the movie was not yest.. haha... then u went home yest i felt damn sick i ate 2 and half spoon of porridge 2 panadols and not more than 15 mins i vomited everything out lucky i rushed to the toilet bowl jus in time... heng... i knelt in front of the toilet bowl like one pathetic idiot and vomit like dunno wat... my stomach & eyes so painful.. got tears... haiz after vomiting i quickly went to sleep.. wow so nice so long nv slept so long liao... this morn still abit unwell after that was ok i ate a chicken burger and chocolate ice milk tea in sch haha came back i ate peanuts n chocolate pocky and some potato chips... dunno will fever anot yest was on abit of fever... now a bit 'gong gong' go do my thing then i go sleep liao... sianz.. busy week coming so many proj to rush... nex week got presentation haiz dunno wat shoe to wear got one shoe nv even wear to sch my foot got more then 5 blister... so pain wor... my mum juz came in say see doc next next next mon... down... i hate to see that doctor but no choice have to see cuz i can feel my sickness getting worse nv see if i die how... haha.... juz now open rubbish chute got one stupid 'cockroach' scare the hell out of me... i shouted and ran away.. hope its gone.. if not everynight i mus be on my guard to the kitchen... ok i go liao byebye...
*YaWnZ*
*SLEEPY*
* MSS D@DDY*
Juz still waiting @ Thursday, July 13, 2006
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Do vb until i siao liao tml is my doom day i dun wan to repeat this module heard that tml paper is a killer haiz... i been doin and doin until i also dunno wat am i doing... feel so bored and sleepy so come here and take a write... haha.. today i told teacher "i also got" teacher ask me wat kind of english is that i said standard english then he said standard singlish.. -_-lll kanasai.. ha.. haiz actually can watch free movie w my mum de she got free ticket today pirrates of the dunno wat part 2 but haiz cuz of the vb i cant go.. then mus watch myself $7 i really feel so heartpain $7 you know... can save alot. down... then tml my actual event voice out start le again becuz of vb i cant go.. really very down... so suay bought the blouse jzu for ushering now hor no need wear le like waste my money like that if i know i dun buy then buy the pink de nicer... haiz.. i so suay... really suay man...
Juz still waiting @ Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Do vb until i siao liao tml is my doom day i dun wan to repeat this module heard that tml paper is a killer haiz... i been doin and doin until i also dunno wat am i doing... feel so bored and sleepy so come here and take a write... haha.. today i told teacher "i also got" teacher ask me wat kind of english is that i said standard english then he said standard singlish.. -_-lll kanasai.. ha.. haiz actually can watch free movie w my mum de she got free ticket today pirrates of the dunno wat part 2 but haiz cuz of the vb i cant go.. then mus watch myself $7 i really feel so heartpain $7 you know... can save alot. down... then tml my actual event voice out start le again becuz of vb i cant go.. really very down... so suay bought the blouse jzu for ushering now hor no need wear le like waste my money like that if i know i dun buy then buy the pink de nicer... haiz.. i so suay... really suay man...
Juz still waiting @ Tuesday, July 11, 2006
MY BACKBONE IS SO TIRED AND PAINFUL... ITS KILLING ME... I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!! WHY DOES IT HAPPEN ON ME.. IT SO PAINFUL WOR... I CANT EVEN BENT AND BRUSH MY TEETH.. CANT EVEN SIT STRAIGHT.. CANT EVEN BENT.. HAO TONG WOR... HAIZ
Juz still waiting @ Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Monday, July 10, 2006
Is monday blues... alone at home not bad weather quite cooling... hmm... juz had my lunch instant noodles again... was not suppose to eat but no choice too lazy to go out... head abit pain.. backbone as usual pain again.. dunno why this few days my back giving problems.... thats bad maybe im gonna die soon... oh.... sad... juz now is an emo timing suddenly think of my dad usually lunch time my dad will always eat snake and come home.. he will always packet for me... i dun even need to go down then send me to grandma house... we will always share that packet of rice... but now i cant even see his shadow... sad... if he's still around now he most probably will drive me to school now i dun even have to take tt one hr train juz to take some vb coding fr my friend... vb haiz was reading the code but really hav no idea wat am i looking at... mayb i should not cope at home... well going out for a walk and go sch take vb code le... papa i miss you.. maybe goin visit him this sat but the sch is so busy.. database project no one touch it dunno how to start also due on week 15 left 1 week.. well... my god i also dunno what to say liao... haiz.. byebye feel like sleeping again... *oink.yawnZ*
Juz still waiting @ Monday, July 10, 2006
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Yest doze off in bed.. din off my comp din brush my teeth... haha.. my hair wasn't even dry.. haha.. lucky my mum din notice the comp if not. . . today first thing i ate was the jelly abit hard abit not sweet.. my mum make the world best wife.. haha.. i shall make it myself one day... hmm.. woke up at 1.. slept again till 5.. then watch the show i recorded the channel 8 9pm de.. the police show cry like hell.. so touching... watch tt show think of my daddy.. haha.. the girl kill her foster dad where the dad kill her biological mum.. so ke lian.. that day went outrm park eat the temp chinatown market.. saw the fish head bowl i think of my daddy again when i was small he always force me wake up in the weekend bring me go eat the fish head bee hoon wow lau the bowl hor fr pri sch until i now poly yr 2 nv change at all won't spoil meh.. hai then pass by another stall saw my daddy favourite food.. so sad... haiz.. then saw one aunty wash vege put it on the floor near the drain.. my as well dun wash... so er xin.. but her business damn good.. mayb the customer like eat "added ingredients" ha... hmm come back to today... now mus rush marketing project.. if not no time study vb fail i die... haiz god pls dun make me fail... i will study hard.. tue night mum got free ticket wash priate of carribean 2 so no time study.. i dun go mama sure very sad so mus study now.. hmm... i dun hav common sense how to do marketing.. haha... today i feel so guai cuz i stay at home.. haha is becuz yest i was out whole day so not guai actually.. hee... ok i go le... VB SUX!!! ITS KILLING ME...!! Even if i passed teacher will tink i copy.. they dun believe me.. so wats the point.. life is so unfair.. i din wat even if i passed badly i still do it myself but the teacher juz look down on me.. i feel so terrible.. they nv spare a thought of students feeling.. i may be slow but that doesn't mean im stupid... I juz dun want see them again nex sem...
Juz still waiting @ Sunday, July 09, 2006
Wow so long din update my blog.. haha someone mus be bored always the same thing... nothing much to update oso.. for the past few weeks i watched movie campus ghost stories.. that day went to celebrate chuanlim, renli, xiaowei & may bdae... after that went watch recycle and ton for the whole night.. recycle was nice.. touching and i cried... haha... useless me... today went sentosa for the downtown escapede im the official.. haha quite fun i slept for 1 hr cuz no one came to my station.. i liked it cuz im darker for a day.. haha.. today.. haha got chase by a stupid dog.. came running over splash sand and bark at me.. scare the wits out of me... i stood there like an idiot a defenceless little girl shouting.. after that tt stupid dog came again this time round i stood there "LL" run oso cannot walk oso cannot.. stupid owner dunno how to chain a dog... then i went toilet again.. found out i got 'RED'!! so suay.. haha.. ask anthony to buy me "bread" anthony asked jiafye in the end Anders deliver my "bread" to me personally.. ooooh.. its so god damn embarrass... haha.. but the worse is anthony ---> shi ah bui.. i think haha... hmm after that went back sch.. then i went dinner w "Cool" haha.. then went home.. now juz hope that i can hop onto my bed and *sNoReZ.. TmL got jelly to eat!!! Yeah.. happy long time never eat!! haha... hmm.. stop here le.. byebye... tata.
Juz still waiting @ Sunday, July 09, 2006
Name: Cindy Yeak
Bbday: 03 Nov
Age: 20
Education: Gan Eng Seng, Nanyang Poly.