SLEEPPPPPPY....

wow so long never update blog le.. lazy lah.. anyway nothing to write also.. now learning networking... so sianz.. routers, switches, console pork.. opps is port.. not funny -.- haha.. im so fucking tired and sleepy i slept only 3 hrs for yesterday and today... dying soon... *snoring*.. i now can sleep as i walk liao..
Today VB is a sucess i got my bible liao wrote every shit thing down.. hahaha so stress do VB until i want to die.. my neck is breaking... hungry.. thirsty.. SLEEPPPPPPY....!

Memories...

The prince turn into a frog is so nice... so late le i still watching so.. its early ba.. haha... i watched that drama three times and i cried three times.. the songs are nice also.. haha i dun mind watch a hundred times... watching that show bring me so much memories.. im a bad person... im so sorry...
-Somethings I Must Face It Myself.. No point running away from it... it will not only bring hurt to me but to others too-

Diary~~~

Yesterday i wrote my diary and i read my past entries.. i find alot of things changes and last time im so childish haha.. i read and i laugh at myself.. ha..
how time files how things happen how things changes and how life end.. juz within a few years feelings changes life changes... memories oso changes... 5 years down the road will it still be the same?? .. i going for my camp soon le.. feel so reluctant but got no choice.. its ok... can make more friends n relax... yest went movie.. that movie eer make me feel like vomiting n cried sia... violence & gore always make me feel so sick... yest was a nice day.. if time stops and eveyone slow their pace it will be wonderful...

-I Hope Time Will Stop Yesterday-
~Today I Back To The Cruel Reality~

I Will Miss ...

Time to set off....

Promises Are Gone... Im So Sad

OuR PRoMISes Are Gone.. Im so sad but i have to accept it.. i wont because of myself and bring hurt to other ppl.. i dun wan to inflict pain onto anybody...

Bu Yao Ying Wei Zhi Zi De Yi Shi Chong Dong, Er Dai Ge Ren Jia Yi Bei Zhi De Yi Han...

-Sad- bye

Promises Are Gone... Im So Sad

OuR PRoMISes Are Gone.. Im so sad but i have to accept it.. i wont because of myself and bring hurt to other ppl.. i dun wan to inflict pain onto anybody...

Bu Yao Ying Wei Zhi Zi De Yi Shi Chong Dong, Er Dai Ge Ren Jia Yi Bei Zhi De Yi Han...

-Sad- bye

Promises Are Gone... Im So Sad

OuR PRoMISes Are Gone.. Im so sad but i have to accept it.. i wont because of myself and bring hurt to other ppl.. i dun wan to inflict pain onto anybody...

Bu Yao Ying Wei Zhi Zi De Yi Shi Chong Dong, Er Dai Ge Ren Jia Yi Bei Zhi De Yi Han...

-Sad- bye

Promises Are Gone... Im So Sad

OuR PRoMISes Are Gone.. Im so sad but i have to accept it.. i wont because of myself and bring hurt to other ppl.. i dun wan to inflict pain onto anybody...

Bu Yao Ying Wei Zhi Zi De Yi Shi Chong Dong, Er Dai Ge Ren Jia Yi Bei Zhi De Yi Han...

-Sad- bye

Every Sunday Is A Emo Day...

Now i alone at hm.. feel so lonely so emo.. I feel so stress this thing is not longer happy.. to me its only draggy, suffering, painful, unahppy, stressful.. I cant feel a single bit of happiness at all... why why tell me why why things turn out to be like this.. I tot it would be happy be nice be wonderful but why i feel so suffocating that i cant even breathe.. i feel so pressed.. i feel so tired about everything single thing that is happening around me.. im not happy anymore.. not I only feel loneliness, sadness and unhappiness... I feel so tired that I want to give up everything.. everthing.. everything including myself...

There's A Stone In My Heart That Never Be Lift.
There's A Burden In My Life That Never Leave Me.

SomeOne Please Help Me...
God Where Have You Gone To.. You Gave Me Hope But Now I Need You Again To Lead Me To The Correct Path.. Show Me Some Light...
Papa Where Are You...???

THis Week Totally Sux-->-I Juz Want To Be Alone.. Leave Me Alone!-

This whole week suck like hell everything is going umsmoothly for me... haiz tue went take book n went for a movie.. not very nice though.. went home and had a big fight w my bf.. cried and cried.. buai ta han... haiz tok to someone and feel better.. fri during class heard something... which bothers me till now.. still cant get over it.. i was malign something which i din do.. i feel so sad so in others eyes im stupid and slow... but tt doesn't mean i dun wan to learn... i still tried my best... why.. why... i oso hope to be like others clever and no need ask for help but i just cant... not everything when u say u want or u can means u can... haiz.. nvm.. will try to get over soon...
today went out went bugis walk around until my legs gonna break.. bought a long sleeve shirt... now my both shoulders pain and swollen and my stomach feel so uncomfortable... eyes so dry whole body so tired and lethargic... -dying soon-

-I Juz Want To Be Alone.. Leave Me Alone!-

THis Week Totally Sux

Zo Stun

Today went cut hair with my darling mother... same hairstyle forever... haha.. then bought a cheap belt that the glitters will drop... no wonder so cheap.. haiz.. then went cine.. went to try a star watch damn nice.. feel like buying... hmm at the same time i took out my bracelet to try on the watch haiz... then went dinner i realise my bracelet missing... damn sad... the one and only bracelet i can fit my hand... im so sad... down...

Reach home i do stun accidentally step on my laptop wire... *phew* the 3 pin plug flew out from the swtich and smash my poor little cutie toe... oh my. . . wat the. . .

Am I acting in some final destination or something???

haiz... why sia.. all these happen to me... its like one yr i had not been in good luck.. who come save me...

God Pls...

-Poor Little Cutie Toe-