Raining Emo Day

So long i nv update my blog.. anyway theres nth much for me to say.. everyday is the same stress at sch.. slack at home.. even sat i had to study for my database.. waste someone time.. so sorry.. last week sat went meet my darling nurse.. wow we went TCC had coffee & cake so nice to see her.. she is best.. although nv see for long and she eveytime say i bitch -.- sometimes i feel hurt she nv support me.. but i still glad she's der.. now tt she had change i wanted to tell her but dunno how.. humans change.. as a friend i cant do anything much.. its her life though.. then i went to watch Over the hedge w my friends wahaha so funny gonna watch again if someone treats.. ha.. no point la.. waste $$ at night went car racing w my friends.. ok la quite fun saw a bitch.. haiz say ppl bitch i oso bitch where has the right to say ppl when i myself is also one.. but i see my friend so sad.. haiz.. well.. wat can i do.. sun went out w my sec friends.. all guai guai so long nv see them le.. seeing them make me feel so nice.. although seldom meet but still they always share my tears n sorrow.. thanks Saint Sistas.. ha.. went to had a fake tatoo so exciting.. this is wat friends does.. there are somethings tt only friends can give u a feeling tt bf cant.. then one week past again.. hectic work in sch again.. then this weekend comes again went database again.. so fun.. a day with no stress at all.. if everyday is a sat it would be cool.. then today.. raining.. emo sia.. slept until 4 plus wake up call my bf.. wow biangz quarrel.. shouts.. until my throat tear.. mayb im too selfish.. he capped my fon.. haiz.. perhaps i really not a good gf.. nv think of other ppl feelings.. but im really stress.. i need some space.. i need to breathe.. *is this an excuse for myself*?? But. . . why am i not happy at all.. Papa where are you.. I miss you.. *sad. Cry* is only you were here at least i can feel that my hero is protecting me.. *Ah Ta Is Sorrry* Now i had to take care of myself & mama.. I saw the motorbike ma bought is so cute.. You always ride me around when i was young.. you told me I cant get a bf with bike cuz is dangerous must with car.. You asked me to get a rich husband i told you is about love not money.. but now i realise.. *I Miss You* Tml is One Yr... You Had Already Leave Me For One Yr.. why i still feels it is as though is yesterday.. I bought your favourite peanuts for you.. hope yoy will like it.. but its no point doing so much when someone is gone.. why din i tresure you more.. I may seems to be happy but everytime i think of you theres a stone in my hear that never be lifted.. forever never..
- HoLDNG My Dad's arm, waLkNG dOwN thE ASLe EntRuStNG Mi To tHe GuY WHo Love M.. My Dream WiLL nv Come True -
- Little Daughter Ah Ta-