Monday Blues

Is monday blues... alone at home not bad weather quite cooling... hmm... juz had my lunch instant noodles again... was not suppose to eat but no choice too lazy to go out... head abit pain.. backbone as usual pain again.. dunno why this few days my back giving problems.... thats bad maybe im gonna die soon... oh.... sad... juz now is an emo timing suddenly think of my dad usually lunch time my dad will always eat snake and come home.. he will always packet for me... i dun even need to go down then send me to grandma house... we will always share that packet of rice... but now i cant even see his shadow... sad... if he's still around now he most probably will drive me to school now i dun even have to take tt one hr train juz to take some vb coding fr my friend... vb haiz was reading the code but really hav no idea wat am i looking at... mayb i should not cope at home... well going out for a walk and go sch take vb code le... papa i miss you.. maybe goin visit him this sat but the sch is so busy.. database project no one touch it dunno how to start also due on week 15 left 1 week.. well... my god i also dunno what to say liao... haiz.. byebye feel like sleeping again... *oink.yawnZ*